Lyrics / Paroles

  Are you ready?!

  This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
  You don't know the chances.  What if I should die?!
  A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
  You don't know the chances.  I'm so blind!

  Another place I find to escape the pain inside
  You don't know the chances.  What if I should die?!
  A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
  You don't know the chances.  I'm so blind!

 -To burn, to burn, to burn inside 22, [to burn deeper,deeper inside 22]
  Live a life that seems to be a lost reality
  that can never find a way to reach my inner self.  I stay alone.
  How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
  If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.
  This time I look to see what's between the lines.

  I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... (12X)
  I'm blind! (4X)
 

   There you are alone
  With no hope of ever having something to be proud of
  Something earned without begging
  Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me
  Who do you think you are?  What more do you want from me?!
    Ball Tongue!
 -You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me
    Ball Tongue!
 -The rag I'm on, we are justified
    Ball Tongue!
 -Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit
    Ball Tongue!
  What have you done for me?!

  Why are you at home buried in your own self pity?
  Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?
  Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took down me
  Does it give you the right to inspect your life revolves around me?!
 
    Ball Tongue!
 -You have come to take from your buddy
    Ball Tongue!
 -You have never been so funky
    Ball Tongue!
 -The higgle got sick of me
    Ball Tongue!
 -Ahh, the dick is fine for the day
    Ball Tongue!
 -You're drug addicted from me
    Ball Tongue!
 -Unidentified enemy
    Ball Tongue!
 -Come fucking back to save us and gave up
    Ball Tongue!
 -They've come to deliver me

    You were my brother
  Where does our friendship end?
    You were my …
  I'm not going to give in

  How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again

    Ball Tongue!
 -They've driven right by my friends
    Ball Tongue!
 -They've taken the take above me
    Ball Tongue!
 -They're a psycho munky
    Ball Tongue!
 -They've come to enslave me
    Ball Tongue!
 -They've jacken themselves onto me
    Ball Tongue!
 -Your fuck'n gangster signs
    Ball Tongue!
 -They've come not to save them, but they take
    Ball Tongue!
 -Fuck'n death to fuck'n me

  You're a psychopath

    Ball Tongue!
 -Berome's dead at the tecnodrome
    Ball Tongue!
 -You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?
    Ball Tongue!
 -it doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monger
    Ball Tongue!
 -Can I die?!  Can I die?!
    Ball Tongue!
 -And then, the man kept kick'n me
    Ball Tongue!
 -He gets him on, they're cool
    Ball Tongue!
 -He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head
    Ball Tongue!
 -No more, he's rid of you.  You're a Dyke!

  I, I am confused, fighting myself
  Wanting to give in, needing your help
  Skin cold with fear, fear lives when we touch
  Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fucked

  Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch
  Each turn confronted with what I have done
  You pull me closer, I push you away
  You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

  I hate you
    Why are you taken?
  I love you
    I feel so helpless
  Why is it you?
    ripping my insides each time I'm with you
    why do I cry/try?
    why do I really need to?
  Why!
  Fuck you, bitch!
  need to . . . fuck . . .
  slut
 

life is within my body
    four clicks . . . alright go
 
    four I just said, you faggot piece of shit on the ground
    ahh! four?
  four.  four?
 
      Noooo!
  Oh, hey, what are you talking about Ross?
    hey Ton Ton
  ...Ern!...Ern!...Ern!...
  hey, are you saying so there's no clicks
    hey, we're recording, now start
  Just fucking do it damn it!
 
    I wanna get a twist.  I wish we could put twist
    on a fucking tape . . . stupid
  Wanna hear it?
    Fuck you!  Fuck you!
  Huh Heuh
      Goooo!
  Okay . . . piece of shit!

  Anger inside builds within my body
  Why do you hate me?  What have I done?
  You tried to hit me!

 -The pain will begin, if you like
  Throw your hate at me with all your might
  Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me!
  You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
  What's with you boy?  Think hard.
  A tattooed body to hide how you are
  Scared to be honest, be yourself
  A cowardly man!

  I don't run around trying to be what's not within me
  Look into my eyes, I am free
  You're just a wanna-be

  To come out

  Hit me clown because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown

  Clown you ain't shit.  Turn around and get your face split.

  I'm just too fucking little!
  I'm just a fucking mental!
 

  I hide, only to defy you
  Take away the only love inside you
  I see the face through everyone
  Inside I've just begun!
  You think I'm out to scare you
  I'm only out to prepare you for when you stop and turn around
  Your body's going down!

  You're gonna waste your time,
  Your life will soon be mine,
  You're definitely one of a kind,
  You're suffering 'cause of me it's divine

  Tell me why you never liked me
  Tell me why it's you fight me
  Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what's rightfully mine
  You think they're dumb to defy me
  You said you don't want to defy me
  You wait, to dumb run anyone
  Oh well . . .

  You know what, Fuck you!
  I'm fed up with you!
  I'm not as good as you?!
  Fuck no!  I'm better than you!

  Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?!
  You try to see what you got
  Me ripping at your brain!
 

    Him!

  Here I am different in this normal world
  Why did you tease me?  Made me feel upset
  Walking stereotypes feeding their heads
  I am ugly.  Please just go away

    Him!
  I can see inside you fine
  This blessing in disguise
    Him!
  Why you treat me this way?
  Made to hate to stay

  A cell locked,
  I can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain
  If you were me, what would you do?
  Nothing, probably.  You'd just go on your way

  Faget!
 
  I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
  You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
  It keeps going on day after day, son
  you fake, if we don't want none
  I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
  Who gives a fuck?!
  Right now I got something to say to all the people that think
  I'm strange and I should be out of here locked up in a cage
  You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
  You got this pretty-boy feeling
  like I'm enslaved to a world that never
  appreciated shit
  YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!

  He had my gun but he had to find the money any say
  He might come, but he has a body mighty anyway
  He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say
  He might come, but he has a body mighty anyway

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       {This part is rumored to just be reggie gibberish,
        from the mouth of Jonathan}

  I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
  I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

  All my life, who am I?!

  I'm just a faget!
    Faget!
  I'm a faget!
    Faget!
  I'm not a faget!
    What am I?
      Faget!
  I'm not a fucking queer!

  Ring around the rosies
  Pocket full of posies
  Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

  Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
  Into my childhood they're spoon fed
  Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
  Look at the pages that cause all this evil

  One, two, buckle my shoe
  Three, four, shut the door
  Five, six, pick up sticks
  Seven, eight, lay them straight

  London bridge's falling down, falling down, falling down
  London bridge's falling down, my fair lady

  Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone
  This old man came rolling home
  . . . this old man came,
  And if we had to pick up the missing foot um in um in . . ."}

  Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow! (repeated)
 -Baa baa black sheep have you any wool  ¦
 -Yes sir, yes sir, three bags   ¦ (pendant que Jonathan parle)
 

  Go!

  I can, in every way
  Distinct the pain I feel inside
  It comes to me
  Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
  Who are you to see that I can't speak what's on my mind?
  It runs away
  It's so predictable
 
  I can, in every way
  Illustrate this thing that's left inside
  Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lie
  You run away to the cover of their pointless ties
  You ask me?
  It's so predictable

  I'm gonna try
 -Should I? fuck!    (pendant que Jonathan parle)
  I'm gonna die
  I'm gonna try

 -Another day
  Silence overwhelms my mind
 -Who is to say
  If I have the time, oh why
 -Should I pray
  for all the hate to go away
 -Another day
  I can never break free
  You wait for me
  I call out to you
  Another day
  I'll live forever!
 

  I can't stand the sight of you
  I can't stand what you put me through
  Your life's a lie, but you hide
  Is it that terrible being you inside?
  I can't stand all the thought of you
  I can't stand all the things you do
  What do you try to justify?
  You were just too scared to be you inside

  Let!
    It all go

  I look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be
  I look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to ever be

  I can't stand what you put me through
  I can't stand even the thought of you
  Your secret lies that you hide
  Is it that terrible being you inside?

  You try so hard to be wanted
  False emotions tells you fronted
  I think being a person relies on one thing:
  Be yourself, let you come through
  You're too afraid to really be
  Someone who has the thoughts who doesn't care to be
  Be yourself, let you come through!

  Fake!
  You'll regret it, you'll regret it
 

  I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide
  What's the problem?
  Can't you seem to
  search through these problems that haunt and taunt you
  I smile, while you're afraid
  You run, while you're so in pain

  Do you ever see outside you fears
  Thinking about your life
  Thinking about your inner fears

  I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide
  What's the problem?
  Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

  I want you to see the life you have disguised
  The world of things that hurt you
  Kept all these useless lies
  I want you to fear the you wound up inside
  Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time

  I tried, you win
  My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain!
  Go!

  'ello, esta Caco
  et eres Caco
  Well, you know, you fuck'n call me the Caco, okay?

  I keep asking, what's your lie?
  It is disturbing
  This isn't mine
    Why
  Days keep passing
  A lot at a time
    me?
  I don't feel right
  Please God let me sleep tonight

  Everyday confronted sick of friends giving in
  I just wanna know why!

  Don't give it up
  Don't get my stiff

  I keep asking
  Well, again, please try [...can we please try]
  It is haunting
  This takes my mind
    Why
  Days keep passing
  Line after line
    me?
  I don't feel right
  Please God don't let me die tonight,
  die tonight, die tonight, die tonight
 
  Please God
  Please God help me
  Please God free me
  Please God help me from my painful situation
  Please God help me
  Please God free me
  Please God save me from my painful situation

  Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God
  Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God
  Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die
  Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die

  Mother please forgive me
  I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
  Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
  I'm your son

  Little child, looking so pretty
  Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
  Innocent child, looking so sweet
  A rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

  You've raped!
    I feel dirty
  It hurt!
    As a child
  Tied down!
    That's a good boy
  And fucked!
    Your own child
  I scream!
    No one hears me
  It hurt!
    I'm not alive [not a lie]
  My God!
    Saw you watching
  Mommy why?!
    Your own child
 
  It's alright

  I didn't touch you there
  Mama said she didn't care
  I didn't touch you there
  That's why mama stopped and stared

  I fucking hate you!  Mother fucker!
  Mother Fucker!  I fucking hate you!  Fuck You!
  You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
  I wanted to die!
  I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh
  Why'd you fuck'n do it to me?
  I Hate You!
  I Fuck'n Hate You!
  I Hate You!
  Piece of shit!
  Why?!
  I Hate You!